So Queen J has been feeling under the weather this week, well actually she's been feeling under the weather for the past week or so, I am not really going to jump into the details but you kind of understand why there has been a lack of updating on this blog.
See while the Queen has not been feeling well and I bitch boy has been slaving away at work....I've kind of hid the Queen's Crop so that she can't punishment because she doesn't have the motivation to look for it. (Heh...he he...it'll be our secret). Last night she suggested chastity, because she wants total control over my cock. I am relatively inexperienced in this area; something tells me that if she is serious then I am not going to have much of a choice.
Queen J - posted last time that she's wondering if I misbehave intentionally or not because I like to get punished. The truth is I LOVE punishment from her. I also LOVE her rewards so it's a double gotcha. Queen J is the last woman I'll ever have sex with. But I do like her punishments... SIDE NOTE: Last night I had a dream where Queen J had me bent over and was giving me "Reminder spankings"...She made me count them and then say "Thank you Queen may I have another" - Every time I lost count or messed up I got an additional spanking that wasn't part of the reminder spankings. It was so hot I think I cumed in my sleep.
Some of you may have read that Queen J recently got a strap on....I've never had anyone do me with a strap on before. To be perfectly honest it's kind of embarrassing and erotic all at the same time. Here is this big strong guy being made to bend over and take it's wife's cock...She's made me suck it, Oh Goodness is that embarrassing because again I've never sucked anything before in my life. Now I am on my hands and knees having to deep throat her cock. At first it felt so weird, now it's embarrassing but it turns me on...which I think embarrasses me even more. Queen J says it makes her feel like a porn star...and like she's in complete control. To me it's the biggest act of submission I've had to do yet... Spankings..Blah I can take them (She's not that strong and they don't hurt much). But her strap on and being forced to take it....The way she makes fun of me for it turning me on.
Tonight should be an interesting night. Queen J has ordered me to pick up some panties on the way home to go with my skirt, that (she hasn't made me wear yet because I think she's afraid too **AGAIN ssshhhhh***). She's also mentioned that we're going out for dinner.
It's interesting because she is dominating me a little more, and it's not all sexual. Yet we are keeping things pretty vanilla at the same time. I am curious, scared and excited to see what Queen J has in store tonight...not really scared of the punishment but scared that I'll screw things up and she won't let me get off again...Or maybe I should enjoy my last remaining chastity free days and jerk it before I get home so I get a release...what the heck she'll never know.
Tune in tomorrow.
Bitch Boy
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